i love sunflower

2007-01-18T06:58:00.000-08:00

*Teacher*
"If there are any idiots in the room, will they please stand up?" said
the sarcastic teacher. After a long silence, one freshman rose to his
feet.
"Now then mister, why do you consider yourself an idiot?" enquired the
teacher with a sneer.
"Well, actually I don't," said the student, "but I hate to see you
standing up there all by yourself

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2006-12-27T05:58:00.000-08:00

The below happened to me......... log on to Friendster
as per normal. Then saw that I've got new message.. wooo hooo~~ So rare as a guy to get messages online. Thought is which chiobu, but........

Jonathan's profile

Paul's profile

Farkin gayssssss ~~~~~~~ _|_

2006-12-25T07:46:00.000-08:00

Something that Mother Teresa said before her death. Very thought provoking and inspiring.

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When I pick up a person from the street, hungry, I give him a plate of rice, a piece of bread. But a person who is shut out, who feels unwanted, unloved, terrified, the person who has been thrown out of society - that spiritual poverty is much harder to
overcome. Those who are materially poor can be very wonderful people. One evening we went out and we picked up four people from the street. And one of them was in a most terrible condition. I told the Sisters: "You take care of the other three; I will take care of the one who looks worse."

So I did for her all that my love can do. I put her in bed, and there was such a beautiful smile on her face. She took hold of my hand, as she said one word only: "Thank you" - and she died.

I could not help but examine my conscience before her. And I asked: "What would I say if I were in her place?" And my answer was very simple. I would have tried to draw a little attention to myself. I would have said: "I am hungry, I am dying, I am cold, I am in pain," or something. But she gave me much more - she gave me her grateful love. And she died with a smile on her face.

Then there was the man we picked up from the drain, half eaten by worms and, after we had brought him to the home, he only said, "I have lived like an animal in the street, but I am going to die as an angel, loved and cared for." Then, after we had removed all the worms from his body, all he said, with a big smile, was: "Sister, I am going home to God" - and he died. It was so wonderful to see the greatness of
that man who could speak like that without blaming anybody, without comparing anything. Like an angel - this is the greatness of people who are spiritually
rich even when they are materially poor....

Life

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realise it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is costly, care for it.
Life is wealth, keep it.
Life is love, enjoy it.
Life is mystery, know it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

- Mother Teresa

2006-12-22T22:14:00.000-08:00

Long time din blog already. Haha... I've actually alot of things to say but I just dun have the time nor energy to blog. That's why its so lifeless now.

My FYP is over and now and currently having my attachment at a company, Micro Mechanics, which is located at Kaki Bukit. Already, I've worked for 1 month there and 2 more months to go before I finally graduate with a diploma. A long journey it took, for me to get here.

A blog is like an online diary. Some people blog their days and activities, where they went, what they did, whom they went out with, etc. But for me, I just put down my thoughts, feelings in perspectives and points of views on my blog. It may not be right or wrong to everybody. But is just one of my view points to life.

People have different interpretations of things in life. One just can't see everything. Just like in an car accident, there are many eye witnesses not all may have the same view. One may have witness the accident from its back. The other maybe from the side. Some may have not focus on the crash but on the driver. All may be correct, but only from their point. And the police have to gather all the views and piece it together.

To every situation, one must be alert to all views and see/think from different angles.

2006-10-19T01:35:00.000-07:00

din go school today~ cos i watch soccer ytd untill 4+ am. The entire week of FYP(final year project). I din do anything at all.. except surf net, listen music, go for break and walk around the school. Wow, how happeninggg ~_~ ....

yea.. i recently went to see a specialist regarding my knee injury that i have for years and i have no idea whats wrong with it all this years. Sometimes walk Orchard road whole day .. my knee will feel very weak and pain. Even got some times, cold day going to rain.. also will hurt.

Let the specialist see, tweak my knee awhile and he know the cause. He said my left knee cap is not align properly. Asked me to go for MRI scan... cost $800+ .. wtf the GST is $30+. First appointment with him... total 1k gone + medication and counsultation.

2006-10-06T08:36:00.000-07:00

kao.. its mooncake festival. yet the haze is so bad. smells like there is a BBQ right in my house. Air Food Water... air is the most abundance but the one we can't do wihtout.

its damm *&^#@ dat we have such neighbours.... but i hope the PSI will get higher =o and we all have holiday ~ wooo hooo

2006-09-30T04:59:00.000-07:00

What makes a man ?
Is it the shoe, clothing ?
Education? Money?

No, it is you girl that makes me a man.
A man that cares and love.

But without you girl my life is incomplete..

2006-09-24T02:30:00.000-07:00

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long.
With you I see forever
oh
so clearly

I might have been in love before

but it never felt this strong.
Our dreams are roung and we both know

They'll take us where we want to go.
Hold me now
touch me now
I don't want to live without you!

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You oughta know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of:
I'll never ask for more than your love.
Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You oughta know by now how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through

But nothing's gonna change my love for you.

If the road ahead is not so easy

Our love will lead the way for us like a guiding star.
I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing

I love you just the way you are.
So come with me and snare the view

I'll help you see forever too.
Hold me now
touch me now

I don't wanna live without you!

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

2006-09-20T07:04:00.000-07:00

woo hoo .. i just joined wholivesnearyou awhile. ccb got 1 ger msg me: "haha..only 10yrs old ar.."

my profile dunno why put me 10 years old and i cant change it. cheesepie !!

2006-07-30T01:14:00.000-07:00

woo hoo.. national day is cumming ~ everyone must wear red everyday untill 9 August.
I love Singapore buy i hate NS ~~~

2006-07-21T01:14:00.000-07:00

There Is No Such Thing As A Shortcut
To A Better Life.

Proverbs 13:11

Wealth from get-rich-quick schemes quickly disappears; wealth from hard work grows.

The wisest man who ever lived wrote, "Wealth from hard work grows." Isn't it interesting, though, that man sometimes believes there is a shortcut to wealth? Notice that Solomon didn't say you couldn't get wealth in a get-rich-quick scheme. Actually, he said just the opposite; he said that you could get rich quick! The catch is that as quickly as it comes, it disappears.

The reason get-rich-quick schemes don't work out for long because they bypass the stages of growth and maturity that are necessary for a person to be able to handle wealth. It would be like giving a teenager his license without any training behind the wheel. Sure, he could legally drive, but he would doubtlessly have an accident in no time.

God's ways are always best. His instruction to us is that we once and for all do away with shortcuts to a better life. If we embrace God's way, hard work, diligence, and refusal to give up, we find that a better life is ours in no time.

2006-07-16T00:46:00.000-07:00

hehe.. din go for audition as i never prepare at all. Wanted to sing Tao Ze - Melody , but time was too short to learn the lyrics. As my chinese too powderful, i will sure forget the lyrics.

Went Bakerzin, Raffles City, for dinner. Had sauteed escargot with asparagus & waffle ice-cream.

sauteed escargot with asparagus

forgot to take pic of the waffle ice-cream .. as i was too sexcited and finished it.
but nvm.. i will take a pic of the waffle after i shit it out.

there was this cute guy in the restaurant. wanted to take a pic of him. i was shy but still managed to ask him and he obliged.

=O~ steamz

went ktv aft dat.. sang for 4hrs till 2am
woo hoo sang many nice nice songs~ like bu pa bu pa

2006-07-13T07:33:00.000-07:00

I have an audition this sat at Ocean butterfly. Hehe...

2006-07-11T08:49:00.000-07:00

wow! Cancer sign looks so much like 69.
No wonder i like 69 so much...

2006-07-11T03:43:00.000-07:00

Best Header of Worldcup 2006

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2006-07-07T13:13:00.000-07:00

Change Is The Result Of Choices Not Chances.

True, positive change is always a result of personal choice. We must choose to change, but before we can do that, we have to know what we want to change. How do you go about making positive changes for your future? How do you know what to change? Each of us has a certain degree of insight into our own flaws and shortcomings, those we can and must change by ourselves. But each of us also has blind spots that will be detrimental to our future success if we dont address them. For these, we need the help of those closest to us.

I encourage you to make a practice of asking your closest friends and family members what they would change about you. You may be surprised or even upset by their answers, but therein lays the key to success. Change. As you open yourself to the suggestions of these people, youll start taking steps closer to becoming the person you must become.

2006-07-03T11:23:00.000-07:00

Love is when the woman of your dreams becomes a reality and sleep stops being a priority.

2006-06-28T09:38:00.000-07:00

The best part of loving is not wishing that the person loves you as much as you do them, but the feeling that you love the person far more than you thought you could.

2006-06-25T05:22:00.000-07:00

damm mosquito keep giving me love bites all these days...I have to resort wearing long pants at home. The National day parade balloting is over. Those who got pick in the ballot can collect their NDP tickets. Crap dat I din get it, feels like being slap in the face by the garmen.

Ytd was JJ Lin's concert.. It was great man !

Thou I din go, cos im no sucker, it should have been great =P

One of my fave song, Frank Sinatra - My Way
But this sang by Gary Zao Ge. amazing vocal

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=prLhD4ysafA

2006-06-21T10:05:00.000-07:00

who needs a ger ?

when I got you...

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby

^ baby

The baby above cost 35800 jap yen .... about SGD 496
A cure for tired arms.

meow meow

angelic face, devilish body. Wheres the face ?

This looks like a good Valentines present :)
Can use it to scratch ur back too !

2006-06-19T11:56:00.000-07:00

kawaii Kuek of Lucify

~~kawaii~~ Kuek of Lucify without makeup

2006-06-19T01:31:00.000-07:00

Drag the lady for some fun~
Dun get addicted k?

Random Things I Remember From My Primary School Days...

2006-06-18T11:46:00.000-07:00

found this from Yearbook.com.sg
reading it reminds me of childhood.. arhh the mammaries.. oops i mean memories

1) Form teachers could teach english, maths, science, moral education, and PE as well. Basically, they could teach everything except Chinese.

2) Spelling, dictation, ting xie, and mo xie were all part & parcel of life. And so was mental sums.

3) Textbooks and workbooks were either Nespe or PEP. (those coverpage with pets)

4) Zero-point was the favourite recess activity for girls. And one-leg was the favourite recess activity for boys.

5) Time is not a constant - Recess is the shortest 30-minute period you'd ever find.

6) Every student could lay claim to being a "musician", cos we all learnt to play the recorder.

7) Young Scientist Cards: To attain the badges, we had to earn a certain number of "stars" by completing certain tasks. Most people, including me, always went for the Young Zoologist or Young Botanist badge, cos they were the easiest. The ambitious ones would go for the Young Mathematician badge. ( reminds me why the fuck did i get those badges for ?!)

8) Move over, Enid Blyton. Roald Dahl was the best writer in the world. Everyone was reading his books, e.g. BFG, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, James and the Giant Peach. (LOL seriously i read almost all his books by pri sch, im a bookworm)

9) But I still loved Enid Blyton's The Magic Faraway Tree though. One of the best books I ever read in primary school ( LOL i also read tis b4.. i still have the book now. Really nice)

10) Two words: Constable Acai.

11) Every now and then during class, we would be told that it was our turn to go down to the school dentist for a checkup.

12) The school bookshop (well, it was more like a bookstand as it was just a small counter) was a really cool shop which sold really cool stuff, e.g. fancy erasers, fancy pens, fancy paper, etc.

13) "The Shaker" was the coolest mechanical pencil ever made. If you had one, you were cool.

14) After exams, we would bring Uno cards to play in class during free periods.

15) The telephone was our only source of communication after school. If we needed to ask our classmates something, we actually had to pick up the home phone to make the call.

16) Every guy wanted a "centre-parting" hairstyle, thanks to Aaron Kwok. ( haha centre-parting.. side-parting been there done dat)

17) P6 was an important year. We had our BCG jab, we collected our Identity Cards, and we had to take our first major exam (PSLE). ( i heard of pple crying and even fainted and dat guy suppose to be an ah beng)

18) Teacher's Day was the day which we all did our best to show our love for our teachers, e.g. by making cards, gifts, etc. And it was also the day that our teachers tried their best not to scold any of us.

19) David Copperfield was the greatest magician who ever lived

20) Autograph books were cool. Before leaving school in P6, you passed your autograph book all around class so that everyone could write some mushy stuff in it for keepsake. (LOL this is so lame. still remembered writing those)

2006-06-15T09:01:00.000-07:00

I Miss You

No matter how I wait I cant go
next to you, crying
You only gave me pain and you didnt know me
Are you telling me to leave?

I miss you, I miss you
To the point where I hate myself
I want to cry..I want to kneel down
And if only everything didnt happen..
The memories where I loved you crazily..
Those memories haunt me
But i cant hide from this love any longer
I shouldnt do this
But i miss you to death

2006-06-13T11:13:00.000-07:00

GoNg^___^ FUCK FRANCE says:
fuck
France ~~ says:
fuck man
France ~~ says:
my friend ask me help bet then i in also
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
cb
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
fuckin bastards
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
dunno they knw how to play soccer
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
cb
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
shoot like sissy
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
the henry
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
and the ribery fucker
France ~~ says:
ya
France ~~ says:
nb
France ~~ says:
sagnol also
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
pass nicely to henry goal already
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
knn
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
i also can pass better
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
the coach sux
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
knn play with 1 striker only
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
and playy viera n maka together
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
fuck 2 defensive midfield play same team
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
with 1 striker
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
the coach really is cb
France ~~ says:
ya la nbcb
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
againts swiss tis type of lj team
France ~~ says:
how much u lose
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
use this formation
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
100
France ~~ says:
nb nvr put tretuget also
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
knn see the bench got Saha n trezeguet
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
play with henry
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
alone
France ~~ says:
then put saha in
France ~~ says:
zzzz
France ~~ says:
y nvr put tretugret
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
fucker
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
shld play henry n trezeguet together
France ~~ says:
ya lA
France ~~ says:
knnn
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
cbb lor
France ~~ says:
i lose 600
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
u see the swiss
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
def
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
got 6 pple in penalty box
Ba XI ! says:
ya lor
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
when france push
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
knn
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
they def lidddat
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
u shld shoot from long range liao
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
whole game nt even 1 fuckin long shot
Ba XI ! says:
haiz
Ba XI ! says:
they no rosicky la
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
dunno what henry doin
Ba XI ! says:
he pccing
Ba XI ! says:
see chio bu
Ba XI ! says:
dunno how to play
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
i lost all my money liao
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
lol fuck
Ba XI ! says:
lol
Ba XI ! says:
take BRA
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE CHEEE BYE says:
odds so low
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE CHEEE BYE says:
france odd high lor
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE CHEEE BYE says:
lol
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE CHEEE BYE says:
bookie earn like siao
Ba XI ! says:
lol
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE CHEEE BYE says:
becos of japan n this game
Ba XI ! says:
i wanna goallessss
Ba XI ! says:
knn my friend pcb
Ba XI ! says:
cannot blame them also
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
blame france
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
fuck
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
dunno play viera n maka together for fuck
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
1st half zidane alot good ball
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
all henry wasted
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
2nd half zidane no use at all
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
he old already
Ba XI ! says:
he old liao
Ba XI ! says:
knn
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
fuck
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
ask him chase ball againstr 20 yr old
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
he can f off
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
swiss player all young 1
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
and fit
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
very discipline
Ba XI ! says:
ya la
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
france wah lao
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
see the ribery running aroudn the field
Ba XI ! says:
siao one
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
free role
Ba XI ! says:
he think he ronaldinho
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
ya la
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
if he robben nvm
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
lol
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
got see zidance quarrel with thuram n gallas
Ba XI ! says:
cannot sia
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
dunno what they doin
Ba XI ! says:
disscuding who gf more chio
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
saddening
Ba XI ! says:
cb
Ba XI ! says:
bra match better more then 3 goals
Ba XI ! says:
dont care the result =x
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
u got bet bra game ?
Ba XI ! says:
betting now
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
lol
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
and the refree also very cb
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
if i there.. i sure chiong go whack him
Ba XI ! says:
ya la
Ba XI ! says:
nb
Ba XI ! says:
card free
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
kao
GoNg^___^ FUCKKKK FRANCE says:
den keep blow stupid fouls
Ba XI ! says:
zzzzz
Ba XI ! says:
dun say liao
Ba XI ! says:
wait for bra to perform

2006-06-12T08:33:00.000-07:00

fuccccccccccckkkkk losttt 370 altogether. fuckin dumb japans especially the keeper dunno cum out challenge the ball for fuck. bloody noob.. so shorty _|_

2006-06-10T02:40:00.000-07:00

The World Cup opening match was great. Especially the first half, filled with attacking football. The first goal by Lahm very nice.. curled in from far side and off the post. Woo hooo last time played football manager.. got buy him before. Klose scored 2 goals and the last goal most beautiful by Frings, shot from so far away.

Wanchope had a nice game, beating the offside trap twice and scored calmly. Never gan chiong. His always a good striker, former Derby, Man City player in the EPL. Always score against Man Utd. 4-2. Six goals opening game! The most ever.

Tonight Englad vs Paraguay, England must win !!! I betted $100 on dem ma. Also got bet on France & Ivory Coast. Altogether $250.

Ya got watch ytd Guess X3? Showed Aya's last episode on Guess before she go U.S to study 7yrs. So touching. Raine & Aya cried. And Jacky Wu also very sad, said he know her since when she 18-19 years old. Hosted Guess together for 10years. Theres no banquet that last forever... Yea changed my blog song.. "deng dai" .. im still waiting for you...

2006-06-08T07:57:00.000-07:00

World Cup is starting tml.... yeah so exciting !! And my 2 week holidays will start from next week onwards~ hooooo. What great timing... Can sleep late every night liao! Ivory Coast will be the surprise of this tournament, just like Senegal from the past. South Korea this time confirm wun go far. This will be my third world cup, im watching from France'98 to Japan/Korea 2002. Wow the last world cup, damm shiok held at Asia so about the same time-zone. Earliest game will start 5+ PM, evening time. Sad for those ang mo must stay up late. Now WC at Germany, everything reverse again.... =0

Last friday morning, went school with Teck Hua. When we reached YCK mrt, already late liao. So how? Late for lesson sure will tio gan by Elaine, worst still is no attendance. And we never do tutorial. So we were at the gantry gates and decided to head back. lolx so went Orchard to shop. Bought two Tees, a pair of jeans & wallet. Gayboi din buy any.. the jeans dun have his size. weakling 29 also too big for him. Den ate at pepper lunch, very nice.. customer service also good, will greet you.

Den went PC Show to find Ken, working at HP booth. I bought Razer Pro|solution mouse for $69 only~ woohoo and speaker with 38 watts subwoofer for $39! happy. ~ sound quality crisp and the bass power.

2006-05-27T09:50:00.000-07:00

GSS 1st day... went shopping but only bought a belt at Topman. Relax.. still got 8 weeks. 1st time saw so many pple shopping in Topman... and the que was long, like the que at our sch McDonald during lunch time. Saw Phylis Quek and Slyvester Sim at Cine. Phylis was real tall. Teck Hua say her ass very nice but i think the Orchard tower bapok's ass nicer. Can pay to enter.

Walking alongside Kim Seng road... saw a cat run pass the road but was knocked by a car. Luckily never die.. but seems cant move, hind leg injured. So the poor pussy was lying in the middle of the road waiting for a car to flatten it.

As a kaypoh Singapore citizen, i took a picture of it. HeHe

I wanted to see the outcome of the meow meow, so we stayed back to watch. Wah so many car zoom pass nearly flaten it. Some car just went over it. Teck Hua was very excited then. LOL his first time seeing a pussy in distress. Finally, the finale was comming.. one row of cars coming at very fast speed. This time pussy sure die, Teck Hua don't dare to see. He turned around. lol weakling... The cars nearing, the cat ownself know sure die... in split second it suddenly jumped up and ran. Escaped the first car but was knock by another car when running. Can heard a "thud" sound very loud. But only hit the meowmeow's lower part of body. But no problem.. the cat just ran across safely, den lie at the opposite pavement there. All this happened within a second yea...lol Teck hua miss the show, but he got hear the sound. This really proves that cat have nine lifes. And a pussy has one virgin

2006-05-26T01:58:00.000-07:00

Tell Laura I Love Her

Laura and Tommy were lovers
He wanted to give her everything
Flowers, presents,
But most of all, a wedding ring

He saw a sign for a stock car race
A thousand dollar prize it read
He couldn't get Laura on the phone
So to her mother, Tommy said

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura I may be late
I've something to do, that cannot wait

He drove his car to the racing grounds
He was the youngest driver there
The crowed roared as they started the race
Around the track they drove at a deadly pace

No one knows what happened that day
Or how his car overturned in flames
But as they pulled him from the twisted wreck
With his dying breath, they heard him say

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die

Now in the chapel where Laura prays
For her poor Tommy, who passed away
It was just for Laura he lived and died
Alone in the chapel she can hear him cry

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die

2006-05-22T12:18:00.000-07:00

fuck-

2006-05-21T02:52:00.000-07:00

So won't you fly with me
I want to make you feel alright
Alright with me
Let me mend your broken wings
And set you free, girl
It's alright
Girl, can't you see
Let me take you to a place
That you've never seen
Never been only dreamed
Where I can take away all of your pain
Girl, I promise that you'll never hurt again, yeah, yeah
And I can make you feel the world belongs to you
You're the one, all I need
And you know that it's true, yeah

Let me turn your night to day
Let me be the one to bring in the sun
I know it must be hard for you to see things clear
But baby, you've got nothing to fear, oh no
Together we can touch the moon and kiss the sky
Make you feel, how I feel
When I look in your eyes, oh yeah

All I need in my life
Is you in my side, girl (you in my side, girl)
Let me be the one (let me be the one)
To hold you close
Your hand in mine, girl
And together we'll fly.....

2006-05-10T08:05:00.000-07:00

Monday

kao..shag day in school, 8am - 8pm+... This is the first time I went for the english class.. together with year1 noobs.. CCB i just enter into the classroom, the teacher asked "you are late, are you new here? 1st time for this lesson." I said... ya... wtf late abit also cannot, still say my lesson after 8.10am is considered late. Siao.. Im never on time for any lessons. If Zack there will ask the teacher, come say sorry to me. Den her lesson and the year1 noobs gan pua sian.

Ate chicken rice for lunch and dinner.. outside school. Very hot day. Saw Tammie in north canteen.. everytime see her..always is wear skirt and spagetthi, or tank top.
Got alot bodyguard with her... lol

After school, went TPY central pasar malam with big head & gay boi. Saw Ken there also... Teck Hua's dil goes mmmm~

Tuesday

sleep till very full.. damm shiok. Sleep halfway recieved gay boi's sms, saying later lesson canceled. Woo Hoo can sleep longer.. went for Marks lesson at 12.. actually was late by 20mins. lol enter class.. he said was waiting for us to start lesson...

Wednesday

which is today, got presentation for case studies module. Gay boi and me, one group. The smallest grp in class only 2. Rest all 3 or 4 members. lol as expected we are the best group. At the end of presentation.. the teacher say very good. I think we are the only one.. she say very good at the end. The others she will say abit.. where no good.

Gay boi says alot of the other groups the face looked shock.. when we present.. I din noe was too busy presenting.. keep trying eye contact with the teacher, to see her body language and facial expression. I present got skill one u know..wth she sit so far last row... The topper. LOL she today wear sleevless..her arms very flabby and is really true... Excessive pork on display. Wonder if she ownself knows it ? If its me I wun dare to wear sleevless lor. lol too bad i not close to her.. if not i will tell her.. got flabby arms and tummy all this just means dat u got higher fat percentage %. Just take note of diet and do cardio exercise can already. Im da guru~

2006-05-06T10:04:00.000-07:00

Erection day over..as expected PAP made a big sweep, except for Low Thia Kiang and Chaim See Tong. If you see on tv, the rallies and interview.. Low Thia Kiang always very xia lan....i believe in real his not. Against PAP you have to be xia lan if not, the end result lao lan will be u =P Politics is interesting ~ especially classroom politics =)

Today watched tv.. starworld, i think is "worlds most amazing video"? or sumthing. Got 1 mad man, sit on a stool in middle of road, with a gun pointing to his head.. threatening to kill himself.. police negotiators talk cock with him for very long, still no progress. Very tense situation, he may kill himself or injure the cops with the gun. And no1 can get near him, like sneek up from behind. Cos is on the middle of road.

Last resort, sniper was called in, woohoo very power. The pistol was snipped away from his hand. And mata pounce on him quickly. The siao lang still can say.. great shot to the mata. The hero of the day, the sniper was abit plump with tummy buldge and moustache.

Morale of this story is, everyone needs a reality check. Real life hero is very unlikely to be suave, cool or handsome. Like in the movies..so screw Tom Cruise.

2006-05-05T07:45:00.000-07:00

The SINGAPORE ERECTION DAY is tml, for guys under 21 please don erect till your of age !!

For those who love PAP and want to support dem !!

Its because Singapore is one of the few minority countries to have legalize prostitution. Yes you can order chicken in this "FINE" country which is fine with everybody.

And yes casino is goin to be build in Singapore.. not one but two ! One in Marina, another in Sentosa. How bout Coral island ?? I want test my skill against Yan fei..but oh no daidee~ loser drink water game. Can't stop goin toilet...

For those who dont love PAP !!

Its becos...kao p2p d/l mp3..will also tio fine ! Pui !! Wo bu pa bu pa la !
wtf y cant find any pirated shops selling PC,PS2, XBOX, DVD.... my fave shop~
And propaganda !!! compulsory Social Studies for upper Sec...brainwashing !!
Actually they started brainwashing everybody since young.. cant you see the uncanny resemblance between the logos of NTUC kindergarden and PAP ?
How about giving progress packages..just before the ERECTIONS !? And on the same day as Labour day..where NTUC had celebrations for its 45th year anniversary. Eh?? What age den can receive the progress package huh ? Ohhh 21....no wonder luh~ Puki Busuk !

2006-05-04T05:52:00.000-07:00

You Are a Natural Flirt

Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt.

And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting.

Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt.

And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

2006-05-04T02:46:00.000-07:00

2 days nv go school !! haha so relax..changed my blog song today. The singer of tis song.. same age as me 1986 -_-
Well, downloaded "Navy SEAl Sniper Training Maual" from bittorent. So Cool ! .PDF format with 300+ pages of SNIPING theory. So many info and chimp stuff. More chimp den the poly notes. teach about..urban gurerilla...strategies.. hand signals.. sniping thru glass and alot diagrams of diff ariplane models to counter hijackers. Wa Kao Sniping need so much knowledge. woohoo ~ i uploaded it to ysi so can d/l

http://s61.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=11LO4AZXU0P3H0Q1EY489VIDZR

2006-04-30T08:24:00.000-07:00

I dunno where you went to
I dunno where to start
How did it ever degrade to such?

Cant even fathom to what you want
Neither can you feel my needs
You raise me up and brought me down
Now I'm back to square number one
All thanks to you my innocent one

Crushed my hopes
And tore them apart
Now I'm left with nothing
But a tormented heart

Are you really dumb or
I wonder what the fuck?
Your truly a bitch
Right from the start

Love is just a game
I can't afford to lose
Well just fuck this coz
Shit always happens to me

Copyright eroticweakling 2006 lol

2006-04-28T21:07:00.000-07:00

Went Cine Kbox ytd after school, we drank tequllia ? so-so only. finally my soviet army dog tag arrived ytd from Ukraine. Day b4 i still e-mail and gan the person..so long haven recieve. Wth he shiped so late.. aft i made the payment.

2006-04-26T09:06:00.000-07:00

Sekai ga Owaru Made Wa

I'm all alone in the big city,
thrown away like an empty can.
If love is love until we know
everything about each other
Then let's sleep forever...

Until the world come to an end, we won't be apart.
I wished it for countless nights
Why does the past destroy
even the worn-out heart that shines?
Melancholically fleeting thoughts... on this tragedy night

And so, people seek an answer
And lose something that's irreplaceable
A city filled with desires, even the stardust
in the night skies doesn't shine on us

Before the world comes to an end, please make me listen.
A catastrophy well suited to a flower in full bloom...
While everyone wishes, no one believes in eternity.
...Even so, they certainly dream about tomorrow.
Short-lived days and... this tragedy night

2006-04-25T08:32:00.000-07:00

Tis few days busy with school~ re-started sch one week already. Now back to normal life,no more night owl. Recived many parcels from USA and HongKong. Items i bought on Ebay~ woohoo happy.

Now i know E-shopping is the best deal.. so cheap, can save alot! Why is it so cheap? Cos online store dun have to pay monthly rents and bills. No need hire sales staff and blah blah. And setting an online store on ebay is so easy. Titanium ring can buy for only US 9.90. Clothes and brands.. sg dun have also can be bought. Now is the best time to buy in USD, exchange rate 1:1.6 the highest in history...since USD strength kept dropping.

Yea also being trying to write and compose a song.. having difficulty, very hard to write lyrics. my half fuck chinese cmi. woo hoo~ any chinese pro wan help me? o(_ _)

2006-04-23T00:19:00.000-07:00

The best anime ever ~~ my love~~ Slamdunk epi one
click to watch~~ must watch !!

2006-04-22T10:39:00.000-07:00

Ohhh... second day having sore throat now. Must be the wedges Xinru bought. Malay stall wedges sux !! Went to trim my hair today.. lol now can't grow my hair long..like Ah du. The guy very weird when shampoo my hair.. finger will stroke the bridge near my eyes. He massaging my eyes isit ? Or what the hell he trying to do.. next time must ask Teck Hua let him shampoo also, woo hoo his name is called Charlton. Think you will enjoy it....

=(((

2006-04-21T04:20:00.000-07:00

CANCER MAN

The most sensitive man and the weakest emotional type in all Zodiacs. Most Artists are Cancer. Cancer is controlled by the "Moon" and the moon change it's shape daily, so Cancer man's emotional and moods change all the time too. You will confuse with him and yet it is his constantly changes that "Charm" you. He never go to get what he wants directly, but he will wait for a chance and opportunity to do so. Once he gets what he wants, he will not loose it, except if he get tired of it by himself.

The most sensitive man who can not stand rejection. He cares what other people feel or think of him. He hates loosing face and he tends to over protected himself, so sometimes people might think he is a cold person.

Gifted, creative, imaginative, is Cancer. A mystery and complexity play a major role in a life of a Cancer man. He could be very funny, very quiet, suddenly very sad. Living with him could be very unexpected, for you will not know what is his next mood. If you like excitement and surprise, you have the right guy and never have a chance to get bored.

He thinks of his home as "nest" and it is the safest place for him. If he feels hurt or depress he will stay at home alone quietly. Once he feels better, he will come out of his retreat and lives normally again. Being a loser is not him.

It is so easy to fall in love with this guy because he is gentle and a very polite guy. His wit and creative mind could win your affection. He will come out from his nest to protect you even if he is not opening himself up to other people much. Not many people will win his heart. His security is only when he has money in his pocket. Once he feels secure then he might think of having a happy family. Even he likes to make and keep money, he is not stingy. Spending money is part of his good image, so he will be happy to spent money to take you out to a very expensive restaurant or buy a jewelry for you.

Certainly when he has money OK. He is possessive to everything's that he thinks belong to him. Don't try to talk to another cute guy in front of him, he will get suspicion because he is not very secure or confident in himself for this kind of competition.

Once you know each other too much, he will start to look for new excitement, but not to worry for he will always think of you. If he thinks you are the true love for him, and you try once to disappear. You will be sure he will come and look for you.

He is a shy guy, but if he likes you. You can get up in the morning and see that he is in front of your house everyday till you go out with him, a very persistent guy.

He likes a secure, cheerful and lively woman, confident but at the same time always act proper and appropriate. He likes a secure woman, but able to adjust to his rapid changes. A very difficult type to find woman indeed.

In the beginning, you and he will be so sugary sweet together and he will only think of you. This so "super romantic" will not last forever, so don't slip this chance. If you are the one who want his interest, then act and make yourself interesting. Be a supportive person and give him compliment sometimes, but not too much till he thinks you are not sincere.

Unlike many other Zodiacs, if he is mad then you better get out of that room. He will calm down by himself. Giving him a slight touch on his shoulders or concerned facial expression are enough. He loves his mother, so try to be his mother favorite, but do not act like his mother!

2006-04-20T08:49:00.000-07:00

Whenever life seems to drift you away from me, I can't help but cry. You've grown to be such a part of me that without you life is no more than a desperate sigh. They do say love comes and goes, and to that I disagree. So, here's my hand, take it and don't let go of me.

2006-04-16T09:12:00.000-07:00

lol.. just realized my ATM card is lost.. must be forget to take out when I deposit money~ woo hoo going make new one

2006-04-13T10:37:00.000-07:00

A boy waiting...

2006-04-11T08:43:00.000-07:00

I hope you will never forget,
The way I made u feel
This love I have inside me
has never felt so real

When I am sad,
and can't make it through,
I just close my eyes,
and dream of you

If you open up my heart,
you'll find a cupboard so full of love
that you would never have to starve

2006-04-07T06:16:00.000-07:00

A poem by my Pri 5 friend, Zixi:

cheebye kuku excerise
in out in out very nice

tsk tsk...nowadays primary school kid so creative..so young already writing poems... online play games and MSN... when he pri 2 i already knew him online... now kids so shiok... in primary school already got MSN, broadband, unlimited porn... Wah at my time sibeh jialat... primary school is only watch tv, play soccer. Got some games very hot dat time..like play eraser..those with country flag & name one. Den got slammer. Den later is tamagotchi and digimon. Internet also dun have at that time... the only porn I ever seen when in primary school is only, the Titanic pirated vcd.... Kate Winslet. Titanic rox ~

2006-04-02T08:24:00.000-07:00

yes i wear hairband at home =P~

15 more days and new term will start, woo hoo ~ dunno whose my new classmates. Going to find new target to gan next sem. Since no more topper and Lesby liao. SIAN. Life will be less interesting. No more free "show". but nvm.. nxt sem lecture still got Yawen to help me tap card. Jealous anot ? Help me tap card for almost 2 years already...Nxt time treat u eat curry chicken

2006-04-01T09:13:00.000-08:00

you cannot catch me =P

in the longkang

bounce bounce

"Anqi shoot water gun at that guy"

2006-03-28T10:13:00.000-08:00

Well..this past few days have been blogging rubbish. This time gonna be serious... as the Singapore Election is coming.. please support PAP. Why? Becos they wear white colour and not strip.

Today watched 100% Entertainment, Yu Le Bai Fen Bai. Got Xiao S & Mike's wedding. Can see dat they very loving... and Mike is a good man. Even Xiao Zhu says his good, and Xiao S also said what its not about the marriage or what.. its about finding a good man and the love or sumthing. Makiyo also wished that, hope every singles there will find their Hao Nan Ren, good man. This leads me to think... Hao Nu Ren more or isit Hao Nan Ren ? Which is harder or easier to find... what is your hao nan ren or hao nu ren ? To me Xiao S husband.. Mike is ok-ok average looking. Not shuai or what but is a hao nan ren. But how many Singapore gers will really like a person like Mike.

If you saw one guy at Orchard and say "Wah! "You got Hacked" you say dat guy so shuai and wear stripe sumore. You like rite? I know u like cos your gay." But just base upon apperance.. yeah most girls will like. Its just the outlook. What is inside, his character..personality also dunno. What if likes to play with whip and candles ?

And what if there is a ugly monster walking on Orchard that look like the Hunchback of Notredam. Sinru saying to "You got Hacked", "Wha! you see dat monster so ugly and hunchback and head so big, dare to wear stripe like u! But you like rite..cos your gay." But actually his the nicest, caring senstive person and good on bed too ! After sex will not just leave u on bed..will hug u abit and kiss you.

If you are "You got Hacked" friend.. which guy u will chose for him ?? SM & candle yandao or Hunchback of Notredam... most probably the Yandao right ? Becos normally those pple like to wear stripe just like prisoners like to be whipped and caned

Comment from the hacker : trust me i am straight o_o, hmmm? you say i am wearing stripe everyday ? well i am the faithful type

2006-03-27T09:14:00.000-08:00

A typical MSN chat...now i understand why Lesby will block u..

GoNg^___^ GAH says:
XP
++xInrU++ says:
wat XP
GoNg^___^ GAH says:
LOL
GoNg^___^ GAH says:
weak
GoNg^___^ GAH says:
XP also dunno
++xInrU++ says:
i duno
++xInrU++ says:
window xp meh
GoNg^___^ GAH says:
yup so clever
++xInrU++ says:
brr
++xInrU++ says:
so jia

2006-03-24T12:32:00.000-08:00

Clock ticking by slowly
In the still of the night
Loneliness enveloping me
Anguish setting in
Slience deafening as..

Countless thoughts running
through my head
Different scenarios being played
Possibilities being mapped out
As I hesitate upon this decision
A decision that will change my life
And yours

.................

Please me Tease me Amuse me
or
see the cruel me

2006-03-21T10:04:00.000-08:00

Got back exam results, not bad liao all passed. Considered i only bought 2 books for this sem, Shuning's module and Electronics. LOL shit my GPA from first year, 1st sem from 3.42 drop until now 1.99. Dats bad... a genius like me cannot get till so low. Next semester, I will get it up to 2.5. Next sem also new class new classmates. Hope can same class with See WeeLee, my breast fren !!!

=P

2006-03-20T03:55:00.000-08:00

Love is in the air
Can you feel it tonight?

My heart stirs
As a thought of you,
Flashes across my mind

Ohh, so near yet so far
Your just only right here in my heart...

2006-03-19T07:29:00.000-08:00

One day, an old uncle walked into a clothing store, with a young and pretty sales assitant working in. The lao uncle unzipped his pants and started PCC infront of the sales girl... if you are the young sales ger which will you do:

A) Scream
B) Stare at him and say "so small still dare to show"
C) Take scissors

If instead of a lao pekpek is a young, cute guy like Edison

A) lick your mouth
B) mouth open
C) legs open

2006-03-17T02:34:00.000-08:00

The DeeJay sux.. the music sux..the crowd sux.. so pack like sardine..you cant even get onto the dancefloor. Phuture also not open. Once your on the dancefloor, you get bua by guys every minute. But i know Teck Xiang love it cos he is gay and he love sunflower. I got molested so many times.. until dulan. So many underage gina there behaving like monkey and small gers trying to be sexy. Ok la if you are sexy nvm, not sexy wanna be sexy.. bleh and yingying you nv dance with me !

2006-03-15T05:16:00.000-08:00

2006-03-12T10:20:00.000-08:00

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.

If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.

If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will

2006-03-10T00:16:00.000-08:00

In love with you

Just a gentle whisper, told me that you'd gone
Leaving only memorie, where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you
Tell me that you love me, tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me, and I'll be there
I'll be there waiting
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
Come to me now
I will never leave you, I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you
Now we're here together, yesterday has past
Life is just beginning, close to you at last
And I promise to you, I will always be there
I give my all to you
Living life without you is more than I can bear
Hold me close forever,
I'll be there....
I'll be there for you
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
This I promise...
I will never leave you, I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer...
Our love is forever, holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
Love has found, love has found a way
I'm in love, I'm in love
Yes, I'm in love, so in love
I'm in love with you... yingying

2006-03-09T06:20:00.000-08:00

My ass hurts, sore back, blistered palm. lol Went night cycling from Downtown East chalet to Changi Village. Very long distance with a screw up bicycle. So sad for Xiaohui.. fall down from her bike.. right infront of me. Hurt her elbow. Lucky got Ji ge the medical ninja with us. I also got accident..lol Middle of the journey, was going down slope very fast, going to lose control already, when i jam the brake. Wah the bike stopped, my body flew infront. My lanjiao hit the handle bar, damm pain....if not i flung off from the bike liao. Untill now still will pain abit, dunno can stand anot. wth !!

Reached there, the bapok wha not bad. Standard improve already, from last time I went. Got so many chio one, and its weekday only. Wooo hoo~

Saw a shooting star also, when all having a break at bus-stop. Flash acorss the night sky very fast.Like a millisecond. Woo hoo made a wish. Ji ge also saw it.. so sad..watch shooting star with Ji ge ! Im becumming a gay. My lanjiao pain !!

2006-03-07T01:41:00.000-08:00

A Fool In Love
by P. A. Basabe

I have been broken-hearted
For all of my life.
Believe what I say to you,
I've been through a lot of strife

What I say comes from my heart
With total love and affection,
Like a air-thrown dart
Heading straight towards you.

Please, don't walk on by
And disregard what I say.
Please, don't make me cry
And make me pay.

We haven't know each other
For all that long
But that shouldn't matter
If it is you that I feel for.

You are my Earth Angel
The one that I adore
Promise me that you'll love me
And I'll do the same, for evermore

For I'm just a fool,
A fool in love with you...

2006-03-05T06:19:00.000-08:00

Only high IQ people can undersand these jokes. If u dun...ask me lor! =)

Two women always rode their bicycles together. One day, they decided to take a different route. One of the women remarked, "I never came this way before." To which her friend replied, "Must be the cobblestones!"

One day Mr. Smith, the president of a large corporation, called his vice-president, Dave, into his office and said, "We're making some cutbacks, so either Jack or Barbara will have to be laid off."

Dave looked at Mr. Smith and said, "Barbara is my best worker, but Jack has a wife and three kids. I don't know whom to fire."

The next morning Dave waited for his employees to arrive. Barbara was the first to come in, so Dave said, "Barbara, I've got a problem. You see, I've got to lay you or Jack off and I don't know what to do?"

Barbara replied, "You'd better jack off. I've got a headache."

Three guys go to a ski lodge, and there aren't enough rooms, so they have to share a bed. In the middle of the night, the guy on the right wakes up and says, "I had this wild, vivid dream of getting a hand job!" The guy on the left wakes up, and unbelievably, he's had the same dream, too. Then the guy in the middle wakes up and says, "That's funny, I dreamed I was skiing!"

2006-03-04T07:09:00.000-08:00

Well my blog is getting more and more famous...always having downtimes and heavy traffic...currently now having a readership between one to one billion readers ! wow, dats more then xialanxue !!! If you want to place your ads on my blog, you can contact me at simbilan simbilan simbilan. Thanks only to all my female reader fans 178cm and above!

LAMEST break up reasons you can ever possibly hear..how i know? Cos i used some b4!

1) Im not good enough for you
2) My feelings have faded already
3) I need some time to be alone
4) Sorry Im afraid of being hurt again
5) Errm I think I love boys
6) Sorry..call me a bitch/bastard if you want to
7) Im tired of this shit
8) Mama bu rang !
9) Your too young..
10) You don't know me

For those people who kai bu liao kou can try this methods patented by me.

1) Send an e-mail to breakup then ask her to check inbox
2) Burn a CD with the song "Fen shou kuai le" and give it to her with a smile
3) Give her a bottle of water to drink with the lable stating "Wang Qing Shui".
4) Bluff her that you are emigrating country and wish her good luck.
5) Silent breakup...dun contact her at all, hopefully she will get it.

If all else fails... go be a monk

2006-03-03T07:08:00.000-08:00

GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
guy wear earing nice anot
++xInrU++ says:
like ah gua
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
u say simon ar
++xInrU++ says:
depends on e earrin also
++xInrU++ says:
lol
++xInrU++ says:
he wear safety pin nor
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
lol
++xInrU++ says:
wen i wan talk to my mum abt him i will sae neh tat one wear safety pin de
++xInrU++ says:
e face ah beng
++xInrU++ says:
den she noe le

2006-03-02T09:00:00.000-08:00

a typical day and a typical MSN chat with a bimbo..... life sux. You know dat don't you?

Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
JJ's new album is cao cao right
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
nono
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
Liu Bei
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
.
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
fucker
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
err i think is Guan Yu

GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
life sux rite ?
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
not really
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
why
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
i think my life's quite enjoyable
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
wts so enjoyable
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
dunno
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
being contented makes it enjoyable
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
wt so nice to be contented
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
dunno
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
why ask for so much
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
not as if you're not given anything
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
so just be contented with what u have larh
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
u also won't die not having those that u want
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
see wt u wan in life lor
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
yah
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
very diff from urs
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
i wan a wife dat is also my best fren
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
lol
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
..
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
quite possible what
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
haha
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
okie
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
-.-
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
my standard very high
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
can tell
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
not up to my standard.. i rather stay single
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
k lor
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
tell me for what. lols.
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
u are a counsellor
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
since when
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
u too problematic. i can't help u. lol
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
sex counseller
Eloise: i heart u; i heart brownies says:
fucku
GoNg^___^ Give me a sign... says:
ur the sex doctor from durex

2006-03-01T03:55:00.000-08:00

Changed my bgsound again...
Eyes on me, piano version form Final Fantasy VIII. Actually is played by me u know? ;) ..lol yea right~

There's a sad love story behind this song...
There was pianist, Julia Heartilly who always plays at this small little bar. A small-ranked soldier, named Laguna Loire, who always frequents the bar to watch her play. He admired her for very long, but always just viewed her from afar. One night, his friends dared him to talked to her. A little bit high on alcohol.. he walked towards the piano where she was playing.. neared almost there he got nervous his leg started cramping.. lol he sttarted walking like a cripple then decided to turn back. Mission Failed!! But after Julia played finish, she went to his table and invited him to her hotel room. At there they talked for a while about their dreams. Of cos Laguna was very shy. Maybe can say that Julia also kinda like Laguna. She kept laughing. Julia told Laguna he inspired her to write a song and dat song eventually became, Eyes on me. lol In the end, he fell asleep cos was drunk. When Laguna woked up, he immediatly was summoned to another mission by his friend. So he had to leave hurriedly from her room. They never met again...

Because of this song, Eyes on me. Julia from a pianist became a famous singer because of the inspiration from Laguna. He met with an accident, on a mission he jump of from a cliff into the water to avoid enemies. He broke many bones and was found later by a ger, Raine. Who nursed him back to health, falls in love with and later married. While Julia married with another man, General Caraway. They had a daughter, Rinoa Heartilly. When she was 5 years old. Julia died in a car crash. Laguna and Raine, had a son, Squall Leonhart. It is most likely Raine died during child birth when Laguna was away. Trying to rescue, Ellone whom he treated like his own daughter, who was kiddnaped. Well long story turn short, Squall Leonhart and Rinoa Heartilly became together in the end.

To learn more about the story, try playing Final Fantasy 8 and complete it. I personally completed it twice. The first time, when I was sec 1 or 2 only. =) Well one of my dream is to able to complete this game with the ger I love... lolx When will it ever happen...
Want this song, sang by Faye Wong. msg me on MSn...

Eyes on me

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard

I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you
Maybe yes, maybe no

I kind of liked it your your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down

Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast

And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is

How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

2006-02-28T05:49:00.000-08:00

Well today was my last exam paper.. holiday le. Actually to me everyday is a holiday..lol. This semester only 3 exam papers. Quite disappointed with myself in my exams, want know why ? All my exam papers did finished in less den 1 hour. So sad, last time exam I always first to do finish in 30 mins and first to leave the exam hall. So zhuai lol, heng today exam I never study much. Waste of time.. the paper so easy. Even my PSLE paper also harder than this crap man.

I love this course, just for slackers. Slacked for 2 years already. Year3 time for me to shine ;)

Well in life, there are many times, when opportunities come knocking on your door and you opened it. And you wonder to yourself, why is it given to me? Do I really deserve it? Is it really mine? Cos you never tried or did anything once to deserve it. You think your not worth it, not good enough. But if your not worth it not good enough for it. Then why at the first place it came knocking on your door looking for you? Opportunity comes once in a lifetime, you only got one shot do not miss your chance to blow. If you let it slip thru your fingers, you will miss it forever. Pursue your dreams, leave your doubts behind, have faith and be strong. Grab your chance with both hands. Even if you failed, its alright. At least you know u tried your best. You did everything you really could, grabbed it with both your hands. No regrets whatsoever. It may still come back one day. This applies to everything in life. You ask me how I know this ?

I flung my IT course in Temasek poly, mainly because of programming. I hate it. Its so difficult and complicating. Stupid programming I'll rather be surfing net during lessons then do programming. I quitted TP after one year. Went to apply for NYP instead, all 3 courses that I chose. They did'nt give to me !! Instead they only gave me one course choice: Engineering Informatics. I asked my friend abt it. This course has "C++ programming" !! It is also an IT course with programming! I flung becos of programming and now im offered another course with programming ?! Crazy. My that friend encouraged me. Its not difficult. Opportunity came knocking and I decided to go for it blindly without thinking much about the consequences. No negative thoughts of failing or whatever. I just want to get dat fuckin diploma. =) Year 3 next sem. I passed all my programming modules without any problem thou i din do any projects b4. All were taken from my friends or I found it in the recycle bin. Haha... I know you can do it you are strong =).

2006-02-27T05:53:00.000-08:00

Tml last exam paper....year3 liao
woohoo holidays.. K session when ??
chalet, clubbing, slacking ...

but first I have to study... xes

2006-02-23T20:46:00.000-08:00

Hi, My name is Liu Yifei. I am born in 1987. My height is 170cm.

I love to eat banana.

hmmmm?

Ah gua Johnny where are you ?

She is mine le, dun snatch hor! haha

2006-02-21T03:17:00.000-08:00

The weirdest thing happened the other morning...I woke up with tears in my eyes...and one rolling down my cheek...and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again.

2006-02-19T03:44:00.000-08:00

Well changed my blog song, theme music of Zanarkand, when I first heard this on someone else's blog. Felt like crying. Memories came flooding back, so nostalgic. Normal people who never played Final Fantasy won't understand how I feel. Very nice game with a sad story...

Reminds me of my past, when I was still young and innocent, studying in Sec 1 & 2..lol. Back at my times, life was sooo simple. No handphone, no freedom, no money.
At that time, computer was only Pentium 3. Internet only 56k -_-. Don't have Mirc nor MSN. Simple rite? lol.. compared to students of these time. Pocket money so much, so much freedom. Weekends want go out.. stay out late at night also no problem. Got HP can sms, contact each other so easily. I have to use house telephone to call my fren home -_-. Meet friends have to wait til he turn up, if not wun know.. where is he at. What time will he be reaching ?

Everyday after school end, straight away chiong back home and play my playstation and continue my game, Final Fantasy 8. I love playing RPG(role-playing games). Every school holiday, may it be 1 week or 1 month. I'll just stay at home everyday and play. It was my goal to complete a RPG game for every holiday. So easily contended at that time.

Nowadays, kids are so spoilt. Takes everything for granted. Hang out late. Smoke and waste their time away. No life. LOL... all lies down with their parents. If it was'nt for my mother... I will just be another of the failures in life, scum of society. I don't like to study only know to play. Made her spent so much money on me, every subject got a tuition teacher for me -_-. Every month like almost 1k on tuition fees ?? lolx... sux. Pass PSLE..4 Bs. Got into express. O's got 3 B3... got into my first choice poly and course. Temasek Poly, IT/internet comouting. Flung my studies in poly, always skipped lessons, addicted to game. Everyday play.. even in school, cannot play I will be surfing the game's forum not paying attention.

In the end, lol when I told my parents i want to quit poly. They very HAPPY lolx. hahaha. I had to promise my mother I will surely get a diploma back. So now am I at NYP year 3.... woohoo~

2006-02-18T05:08:00.000-08:00

I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what u do,
I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.

2006-02-16T04:14:00.000-08:00

Almost fall off my bed last night, woke up in the middle of the night, sleeping sideways right at the edge of my bed. Was shocked..if fall my head will be open. lol sad... i dreamt again. Not the first time already, countless. In dream it is nice, but in real life thinking of it makes me sad. So near yet so far. So many if's.... in life.
If I have known you earlier, things maybe different.
If I was brave enough, I should have held your hand.
If I find you dat night and pass you the book.
If only...

16/12/2005 - the moonlite night we met

2006-02-15T05:09:00.000-08:00

THE ANSWER

I keep writing,
hoping an answer falls out,
from my heart to the paper,
but so far I'm in doubt.

She is so far away,
And I am so close.
But I'm helpless to reach her,
when I need to the most.

My words are like water,
That flow down the drain,
my promises empty,
From our previous pain.

I have nothing to give her,
to show her I'm true.
All I have thats of value,
is worthless and blue.

I wish I was Prince Charming,
so I'd have an answer to this.
And I'd awaken my princess,
with one single kiss.

And she'd know that my feelings,
are til death do we part.
And she'd know she's the owner,
of my soul and my heart.

As another sun rises,
another one will be set.
And I'll keep at this daily,
but I haven't found an answer........yet.

2006-02-14T01:33:00.000-08:00

Its Valentines day...the day of giving and showing of affection between love ones. Have you ever wondered whats It like to woo someone you love in the old times? Here is a true story of Harry S. Truman, Ex-President of America.

He first saw her in Sunday school when he was six years old and she was just five. "She had golden curls and beautiful blue eyes," he recalled. They graduated from high school together in 1901, but went their separate ways -- he moved to Kansas City and she to Colorado for a year -- until becoming reacquainted nine years later. It was then that Truman, who once wrote of Bess, "I thought she was the most beautiful and the sweetest person on earth," began his first and longest campaign -- to win the heart of Bess Wallace.

Bess lived in her family home in Independence, Missouri. Harry was a hard-working farmer from Grandview, twenty miles away. So he courted her, in part, by mail. Their correspondence would continue for nearly fifty years -- an exciting ride through nine years of courtship, fifty-three years of marriage, family, career changes, and political fortunes that thrust them to the very center of the world stage. More than 1300 letters from Harry to Bess Truman survive in the Truman Library collections.

Sadly, most of her letters to him have been lost to history. After showering Bess with attention and letters for more than a year, Harry proposed to her in 1911, but she turned him down. He persisted, and eventually she fell in love with him. He had a standing invitation to dinner at the Wallace home on Sundays, often sleeping across the street, afterwards, on the floor of his cousins' house because travel between Grandview and Independence was arduous. To win her favor -- she was from a wealthy family -- and better his prospects, he entered into a series of business ventures -- mining, drilling for oil, and other speculations -- most ending in disappointment. Although he also served as Grandview postmaster and as a county road overseer, his future remained uncertain.

This is what i call perseverance ! Never give up ! Undying love!
Nine years of courtship !? Can you believe it... More den thousands of handwritten letters mailed between them...and at that time letters mail for very long one.. Not like today got .. e-mail, SMS, MSN alot others ... He worked hard to be succesful .. i think it is becos that ger was from a rich family.. so that drives him on.... till he became the President.

Is there sumbody out there willing to sacrifice so much for you? Loving you truly madly deeply.. and hoplessly devoted to you ? If there is cherish that sumone.

2006-02-13T05:40:00.000-08:00

Flung my test today...lol. Got a headache and no mood to study for it. Slept only for 4 1/2 hours. Saw ah gua Johnny when walking home from bus stop !! Dunno if am I suay or heng to meet him. Was walking on the pavement, got one guy on bicycle was standing there sms-ing. Bike slantied sideways blocking the whole path. Have to squeez past..i turnt back and looked again closely. Realised it is HIM ! Toa Payoh most famous AH GUA JOHNNY. Always riding on bicycle around TPY's neighbourhood schools targeting lower sec boys. Heard that he give $50 to gum lanjiao for you but only for small boys !! I still remembered he once talk to me when i was going home from school .. when I was in secondary two dat time... just came up to me and talk. He said he was a lawyer and live at Braddel View. Heng dat time he nv ask to GUM MY LANJIAO. lol. Apparently he tells everyone his a lawyer and lives at Braddel View. Xiao didi beware of him..lol his gay and dangerous...

Description of ah gua Johnny:
Indian those fair type
Tall around 190cm
Rides on bicycle and wears a cap
Hairy person
Looks wierd
Targets small boy but pays well !! =P

2006-02-12T05:53:00.000-08:00

With tears in my eyes I look at
my hearts door
The nails of heartache have kept
my heart boarded for so long

Protecting me from the fear of what
might happen if I took a chance
Protecting me from betrayal, from
being used and tossed aside

But I also realize, as nervous as I feel
chances must be taken
They must be taken if I ever plan to
have what I see other's have

I can't help but notice couples in love
I see the magic in their eyes
I hear it in the way they whisper to
each other, the way they kiss

I see they way they hold each other
I see the way they caress
A caress so gentle, it should be a
crime to sigh that loud

But I can't ignore that every time I took
that chance, someone hurt me
Taking from me, using me, simply to
toss all that could have been theirs away

It isn't fair I shout, it isn't fair, why must
I have to struggle to meet someone nice?
I nailed the door to my heart shut, not to
keep other's out, but to keep me in

Within the darkness of my heart, I feel
safe, no one can hurt me
No one can look at the floor and see the
shattered memories, I see each day

I want this year to be a year of change
I want to love and be loved
I want to trust, I want to believe that
everything I could offer is enough

I want to believe that someone is out there
just as nervous as I am
I can't be the only one left, who hides from
what they crave the most

With tears in my eyes, I pry and pull each
nail in the door out
When the last nail falls upon the floor, I
set the hammer on the table

Slowly, ever so slowly, I turn the knob as
I pull the door open, just a inch
The warmth and brightness of the sun fills
my heart, as shadows of pain retreat

There is much cleaning to do in this heart
of mine, before I can let someone in
I dare to dream of holding their hand as
we walk from room to room

Letting them see the best of qualities I have
to share with them in time
As well as letting them see the damages done
to my self-esteem, requiring their patience

They say that all good things are worth the
wait, that love is worth the risk
I know it, but it doesn't make it any easier
Oh, My God, Im missing you !
Do you feel the same way ?
I need you =(

2006-02-11T06:41:00.000-08:00

Went to que for SG idol ytd. 9+pm reached. The Que is at *scape the big field beside Cineleisure. Just Outside LJs. Whole grass patch.. covered by wooden planks. When i reached there .. chua tio. Got quite a few tents pitched in the que. Haha and their tents are huge one.

Saw the first in que.. was actually a female.. lol look like a joke. The floor is abit wet.. from the rains.. We sat on newspapers. Pathetic. Others are so well prepared. Brought tents. Sleeping mats. Extra clothes. Umbrella. Poker cards My neighbour got energy bars. lol The crowd was huge and the interesting thing is more den 80% of them are malays. Surronded by malays everywhere. Daniel Ong was walking around interviewing. Got one girl called out.."Hi Daniel~" in a bitchy tone. Daniel saw her and remarked.."Hey your last yrs top 30 rite". And went over and interviewed her. The girl saw him coming reacted "oh shit.. i shold'nt have called you." Sibeh act... 9/10 guys will surely feel like slapping her. The extra one guy is blind if not he also slap + kick. Media Whore !!

Time passed very slow..sibeh sian. Bought poker cards and played daidee. 12 to 1am+ already very tired. Lie on the floor to sleep. Everyone is lying too. Damm uncomfortable and cramped. First time sleeping on floor ! The floor is so hard, my ass hurts. LOL managed to sleep due to tiredness. 2+ slept to 5am. Went to get ready.. eat breakfast Burger King. Suppose to start registration at 8am but drag 8.40 den started. Stood for 2 hours in the que. Around 10+ registered, went to holding area and wait. My number is 1052 !A reporter from Today interviewed me. Well, you have to sing infront of the executive first. If they let den u sing infront of the judges. Theres only two executives. I recgonised one of them. She is the SG idol's music coach. I totally flung. I forgot my lyrics LOL =x. I had not practise my song much. Only one day cos I last min change of song and also playing HeroSeige everyday And when i practised, many times will forget the lyrics.. haha shit.

I went in.. introduced myself and my auditon song. Bon Jovi - I'll be there for you.
Starting i sang quite well.. not really difficult. The only problem is I will forget. I sang till ..
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you... den i pause awhile .. i forgot next line le. I just said "ok finsih" smile at them. LOL. The music coach say .. why never sing the chorus.. its a rock song. I very gan chong.. haha ok i say i sing again start from begining.. shit i still cant remember. Fuck. lol cb i shld have change song when i cant remember. I got prepare another song.. the song b4 i last min changed. Rock song must sing fast with the rock feel. And when you sing fast...mind less time to react. First time sing rock song. LOL if nv forget sure get in. cbbbbbb. Audition who dare to sing rock song one....a cappella and is Bon Jovi. Totally flung.. anyway also get out I should have just sing "BURN MOTHERFUCKER BURN !!" haha or sing the Crazy Frog.. the ding ding song...actually i join for fun..din get in also nvm =P at least I learnt sumthing. Which is at the next SG idol.. i will untill one minute before start, den call the police "Theres a BOMB !" Whole place will evacuate.... all those pple who camp overnight...LOL confirm will gan you like siao.

Love is blind but love binds

2006-02-10T22:06:00.000-08:00

My heart flounders
As I gazed upon the moon
Shadows of memories keep returning back

A full moon night
Where I first met you
That night the moon and stars
pales in comparison to your beauty

Your second to none
Irreplaceable

A voidless night sky without you here =(!

2006-02-09T04:25:00.000-08:00

Love is just like flying a kite. If you pull too hard the string will break. If your grips too loose the kite may fly away. You have to find the right balance. But not everyone is the same. Some may liked to be pulled nearer to you. Loves your attention. Needs to be with you, can't even be without you for a second. Some prefers more freedom and independence but not too much of it.

You pull too much, she may think you're very "fan" and annoying.
You loosen it, she will feel neglected. Thnik that you dun love her enough.

So How !? =P I can't see my kite but I know its sumwhere up there flying. Should i pull?? What if the string breaks? Shall I continue like this... but I can't see it. And my grip is loosening. I love my kite, if it flies away. I'll shall search for it...

You'll always be the answer, when someone asks me what I'm thinking about.

An untitled poem

2006-02-08T04:49:00.000-08:00

A poem i wrote for the one..dat i love still...
anybody want to give this poem a title :) ?

..............

I long to see your face
Holding you in my embrace
Caressing you softly
As the clock ticks away

For a moment it seems
Our hearts shared an eternity
Beating in unison
Breathing as one

Once blissfully together
Now we're torn apart
How much need I endure
As i miss you so...

Wondering how your doing
Wishing that you are fine
I will take care of myself
For one day I hope to be able
To care for you
And to love you again

Now and forever
I will be your man

s2

..............

2006-02-06T06:39:00.000-08:00

Its near the end of my semester... time flies. Next week will be the last one and then comes my exams. Hahaha. Gonna be Yr3 soon le. Today got the news, which path i'll be going to. I will be specializing E-logistics ! The one I wanted to go to since year 1. Will graduate in 2007, around March or April =P !!! Happy !! The food in NYP is really terrible. Eat until sibeh sian. Release me from this torture pls.. After graduating, i will try to get a civil service job to "escape" serving NS. Work for few years le.. den go back study get my degree. Return to my job and get promotion. Buy a car. Find a girl and marry. Maybe go for Masters. Dats it abt my plans for the future...yeah!

Rivers divided will once again meet in the ocean
Whats mine will gonna be mine again if its meant to be
Maybe the time is not ripe yet..I'll be waiting

2006-02-04T05:52:00.000-08:00

Went to town yesterday, pei my fren, Anslem to look for Valentines present. When i reached summersex.. wow Chingay rehersel. lol lame...totaly forgot Chingay is coming. Reminds me of a stupid joke... If you see 2 Chinese men holding hands & you call them "gays", what do you call 10 Chinese man holding hands ?

CHINGAY ! =P
Wanted to buy a watch as well but haven decide the design as one of the watch i like at Taka's Tommy jean out of stock, so nv buy. Maybe one day i'll go Raffles City's Tommy Hilfiger branch or buy on Yahoo auctions. The roads are all blocked.. screw Chingay. We have to take so many underpasses. Went from Cine>Taka>Shaw house>Wheelock>Heeren. Dinner at Emerald's food court. Went so many places look for present.. he keep complaining what to buy..Valentines so troublesome haha. Might as well break den after Valentines den patch rite. He said "good idea."
Also just now on MIRC, in my sch channel main #NYP

[19:10] <|ong`Mao> any one knw tammi from nyp
[19:10] <|ong`Mao> i got something great to send u
[19:27] * GoNg^___^ slaps |ong`Mao around a bit with a large trout
[19:27] GoNg^___^ wt thing great haha

LOL just liddat, he send me a home-made porn of dat girl and a guy use HP take. WTH i recgonised dat ger.. saw her in sch a few times. Haha so notti.. pia nvm let the guy take video sumore. LOL now spread in IRC liao, worst is #NYP tsk tsk =x.
apart from that,
hmm.personal feelings still..er...yep

I miss you like crazy thinking of you
GOD, pls send me a guardian angel
who can take gd care of me.
someone whom i love.(=

Our love story

2006-02-02T06:18:00.000-08:00

I believe you
a touching story dat made my hair stand. Read it lor..

"Hey, hello!" someone in the standing crowd yelled. I woke up from my dazed dreams and looked up. A guy standing near the entrance smiled at me. He was wearing the same uniform as mine. "Hello!" he yelled again.

Almost all the passengers looked at me. The bus was at Bukit Batok road, which meant it was still pretty far from National Junior College. On closer scrutiny, I realized it was Jacky Wu, one of my secondary schoolmates. I did not reply. Instead, I searched for my Discman, acting as if I did not hear him.

"Hello to the girl searching for something in her bag!" Jacky shouted again. This time, a few passengers giggled. I kept my head low and finally found my Discman. Without hesitation, I capped the earphones onto my ears. "Hello to the girl listening to a Discman!" he continued. I pressed the "play" key continuously but no sound came out from the earphones. "Hello to the girl wearing the same uniform as me!" he pressed on. The batteries must have run out of juice. Not now! "Hello to the girl wearing glasses! Hello! Hello! Hello!" Almost all the passengers were waiting for me to acknowledge Jacky.

This is how Jacky Wu and Joanna Fung's love story got started..

I have a story :

It was early morning near 2am, Stan was lazing around infront of his computer. When out of the blue a MSN window message popped-up. It was a girl that he added quite a period ago. Stan surprised, it was the first time she ever messaged him online. The rest of time it was he who messaged her, conversation often short and leading to no where. Little did he know, that today it will be different.

Her first message, was kinda fierce, "WHAT IS YOUR NAME". Stan caught by suprise again replied in similar way , capitals too, "STAN". They continued typing and chatting in caps lock for awhile. Sensing this is the right moment, one of the very very rare moment that he could'nt possibly miss this chance. He have to grab it with both hands. Stan half-jokingly told her that he like her for very long since that time.

The time when he chanced upon a very sweet girl on an online network, friendster. He was mesmerized by her totally. Stan has a terrible soft spot for cute girls that only he know well enough. His heart melted at that very moment for her. This was how it got all started.

She reacted with much amuse, messeages exchanged to and fro. Constant teasings from her that caught Stan off guard.
"Really anot?"
"Den why you never msg me one"
"Hmpf dun believe you"

It was really a fun conversation, mixed freely between half jokes - half seriousness. Its hard to suspect that if Stan really was serious at all! Such a fun person with a cross personality of cute and charming. His life always filled with joy and laughter with his friends. Its no wonder she would be caught up by his charisma.

But no-one knows nor understand that behind the cheerful facade of his, lays emptiness and bitter sorrows. Bearing the past hurts of his last relationship, that bottled up inside him for one whole year. Very much he longs for a long-lasting relationship with the right girl. Filled with love,joy and laughters, and deep in his heart the right girl he is seeking is now chatting with him.

......................................

The very first time she called him "dear". He knew, their love story have just started.... yingying i want you back T.T

......................................

True love has no ending..

2006-02-01T02:55:00.000-08:00

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

2006-01-30T23:14:00.000-08:00

mixed emotions
the brave front I put up
the pains I hide and embraced
the battles that rage in my head
days and nights of contemplating
I wonder if your serious bout' tis

are you? Or am I thinking too much?
why must it all turn out this way..
are you happy? I dunno.. Am I ? No..
how can I be happy, when I feel no commitment from u
it takes two hands to clap
when I think of you, wondering how your doing whether
if you think the same way too. Or isit one-sided?

un-fathomable puzzle..

Sometimes when opportunity comes u have to grab it with both hands or you will let it slip by forever and regretting it.

2006-01-30T06:07:00.000-08:00

are u happy now? .... yes
have u seen enuff?.... NO, again pls =P

2006-01-29T06:30:00.000-08:00

Today CNY went visiting. A Man-made tradition/custom that sux and it should be made obsolete by the future generation starting from me.

2006-01-28T01:07:00.000-08:00

I Love Dilbert... haha funniest comic strip in the world. Strips of the past few days incuding today.